Lu seems fucking baffled that I am not enjoying this. I thought about it while everyone snoozed. Cuz it’s not that I can’t sleep and it’s not the entertainment options either.

I think it’s a mix of disillusionment and inefficentcy. I am trying to think what the fuck I was thinking when I was all aboard team trains. Fuck, maybe I did romanticize it, like it was gunna be some Oriental Express shit. That the very act of being on a train was cool. The fuck it is! Shit is like on a slow moving airplane that takes for fucking ever to get to it’s destination. I also checked, there are plane trips cheaper than this so it’s not even economical.

I am just sitting on an outdated mode of transportation and it’s not even cool itself. The act of riding the train, which I thought might be cool, is some serious meh. I guess I am legit mad about it, didn’t think that’d happen. Like I am still wrapping my mind around my discomfort. Hence the serious blog post as I sit here, knowing I got three more hours of sweet train time. Why the fuck do people ride this shit?!